And so we begin...

Why am i starting another blog? well simply because I woke up this morning and God put it on my heart...my last blog was really depressing, i read it through and didnt realise how sad i was inside. i might take some bits out of it though, coz in those moments i described feelings in a way a normal brain may not think about haha... but yer old things habe passed away, and im starting afresh...

I love reading other peoples's blogs, and every now and then i look for a new one to inspire me. Take the other day for example, i was searching for a christian blog, i came across all sorts (some not as Christian as they claimed to be, but thats not the point now), but there wasnt "that one" - you know wat i mean. maybe my search techniques aren't up to scratch, but it kinda suprised me, blah blah i was thinking about it....skip to this morning...i wake and God hits me (not literally- obviously), and i realise my life might just be what im looking for, and how many other people may benefit from hearing about a not-so-easy christian life. ok so maybe no-one, but it will help me out coz writing, even when it doesnt make sense, is therapeutic. sometimes i have so much going on in my head that putting it down on paper actually helps make space...perhaps one day some cyber hitch-hiker may find my stuff, read it and be blessed - so just for that one person, i will continue...

So this blog isnt about the perfect christian living an exceptionally holy life, its about my life and His. I hope to write about all the ups, how great God is and what he's doing (not just in my life) and what im learning, but also the downs - to show that we are still human, we all have struggles, and how merciful and gracious He is to bring us through those hard moments. I'll try not to use too much Christian-ese, actually who am i kidding, i dont really write that well so making this blog with fancy words isnt really likely to happen coz i dont know how to. But anyway there's my lil introduction.

Peace, Love and Jesus Christ.xx

"Do not despise these small beginings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin"

Zech 4:10