this may make no sense, but i need to get it off my chest

Funny how as soon as i make a definate decision for change, things start coming out of the woodworks that want to tempt me back into my old ways. but im so past it. that which i may have previously taken part in as part of an illusion that i was enjoying it seems so unattractive right now. i cant go back, iv seen a glimpse of what i can have instead and that reward seems worth the denial to my flesh that i have to endure for the meantime. i am more than a conqueror. i like how the New Living translation puts it "No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us" - Romans 8:37... overwhelming means it is so strong that its irresistable, victory overflows and cannot be contained, it is inevitable that we win this battle coz Christ has already won the war... im not going to be distracted. its time to put my footdown and stop playing games. its time i believe wholeheartedly that old things have passed away. its time i press onto the goal set before me with a passion greater than ever before.

Peace, Love and The Future is Bright

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11