The choice

"Choosing to side with God's Word is a continual challenge. Its not something you do just once. It's a process of choosing to believe and act upon it over and over in every circumstance"

That right there is probably the easiest, but often what i find to be the hardest part of this journey. take last night for example, two friends completely threw a spanner in the works in terms of plans i have been making for my future. when i found out their decision, my initial reaction on the phone was not a reflection of how i felt. 75% of me was stirring up verbal slap in revenge of the gut-punching feeling i had recieved; but somehow the 25% of me that thought it was better to keep quiet won ... Years ago i chose Jesus. i wanted him to be Lord over my life, to rule and reign in every area. But that really wasnt a one time decision. i frequently say 'everything happens for a reason' - which is sometimes my way of screaming 'i av no idea whats goin on here! Father what are you up to?!' i need to remember that the current situation is just one piece of the puzzle but He can see the whole jigsaw. even though my brain struggles to understand it at times, I know His way is the best and He has everything in control... sigh, it will work out

So today, i choose to live by His Word.
i choose to walk by faith.
i choose Him.

"Choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve" - Joshua 24:15